ANGER
…so tell me now… we’re not supposed to be angry about how things turned out? not upset at all?
because
what you give is what you get?
because
everything is per perfect design?!?
well… I feel angry!
very angry
nut im not supposed to be because “others have it worse”?
great! f*****n’ great!
…
that just sounds ssso stupid!
I mean
ARE YOU PROUD OF IT?
is that why you mention?
I don’t get it…
and im uncomfortable too!
and im angry because im so uncomfortable, and all I want to do now is to just rip this off!!
it feels so weird
and I feel like a fool!
a STUPID UNCOMFORTABLE FOOL!
and i’m tired too…
so tired.
and I should’ve known better
and I know better now
but I had to find it on my own
over and over again
half way through life
im tired
and annoyed with all those stupid situations
adults acting up
what a scene out there
the act?
da f**k…
cause we can’t just be open and honest with eachother
and be just cool about it, whatever it is
we have to put n-teen layers and on top of it paint something even more notobvoous?
s**t coming out of nowhere announcing itself completely in a matter of a moment!
wow… really?
is that really the best way?
it makes me feel sick to my stomach just knowing that it will not just suddenly change overnight
because now we know “how THINGS work”
or would it?
and the anger subsides
and I don’t like that either…
because “all you have to do is just be… and you will affect everything on some OTHER level… and iyou don’t have to do anything else… and you also will not know or understand any of it… and we will put you in the middle of this weird mess… but you just be you and everything will be ok”
that is so weird:
the maze
the challenges
the triggers
the drama
OH! MY!
and how deep the roots go…
the riddles
could someone at least teach us as soon as we come out that its a riddle?
that there are things to capture and comprehend
because there is a reason
because its a design
because its a structure of principles
!
but not even that I was told when I was young…
I know it know
is it better?
to see it through? is it really better? because people still do what they do and you can’t even explain them why is it really? because “we have to come to it on for own”…
awesome!
great… yea I see it…
so… try it!
come try it here!
come be
joyful and happy
and OH!
you may not really remember why?
and who you are
and how things work.
you just have to be :)
TRUTH
in
the middle of IT ALL
but “don’t be angry”
“its just a story”
“you
have
agreed…”
TRUST
well… im angry
and im sad
and im tired
the anger subsided
dissolved…
and I realized
that ANGER,
actually the explanation of the purpose of anger
explained by someone
i’ve come across a long time ago
was that very thing that pulled me in
that was the very moment
when I actually grasped the thought that
THERE IS A CERTAIN WAY
THAT THINGS
WORK
and this way is brilliant and incredibly complex
but its also very simple and clear
perspective is my choice…
yet ultimately
it leads to simplicity
and ease
and sincerity…